I pee in the shower...

I was thinking, why can we not take time off from life? With work if we need time off to charge up the batteries again we usually have vacation time to do so. Why can’t life be that way? I’m sure there are times if all of our lives when we just want to “hibernate”. To recharge our mental state or maybe just get away from the idiots the surround us.

There always seems to be times when I would love to just take a day off from the world. Completely close myself off, and just not be there. Maybe I’ll take some of Lingo’s advice and start with a glass of wine a day.

I also had a question about peeing in the shower. Now, I usually don’t do it because I just don’t, but what happens if you are in the shower and gotta pee? Is it okay to pee in the shower? I was just watching the episode of Seinfeld where George is caught peeing in the shower at the gym he goes too. Sure it might be disgusting to do it in a public shower such as that, but what about in your own shower?

Songday Sunday!

I was listening to this song over the weekend, and I think it's a rther powerful song. The song is called "Hate Me" by Blue October, their album doesn't go out for another couple weeks. Though you can get the song off of iTunes.

Blue October


"Hate Me"

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

10 Years...

Article: Girl returns 10 years later

Well it’s 1:30 in the morning, luckily I have tomorrow (well today) off. I was struggling to figure out what I could blog for today (well yesterday). So I decided I’d post about the girl from McKeesport, PA (where my mom grew up) that returned home to her father after 10 years of being locked up. If you haven’t heard by now a girl named Tanya Kach was held captive for 10 years. It’s a rather strange story, and you should read the article that I posted to try to fully understand what was going on. It seems that she was “in love” with the man holding her captive. Even crazier is the fact that this man's lawyer, James Ecker (Who seems to represent every defendant) is trying to convince people his client did nothing wrong.

I can’t imagine being locked up for 10 years not being allowed to make noise because someone’s parents might hear me. Where I have to keep the TV turned low, and memorize which floor boards creak. Its all so crazy. It’s nice she is back with her dad though.

I'm a fruit...

Well I’ve discovered that eating healthy is impossible. On Saturday around three o’clock I was feeling a bit hungry. Remembering I had a bowl of fruit salad in my fridge I thought hmm…a could chance to eat something good for me. Five minutes after eating the fruit I proceded to eat about 15 of Hershey White Chocatate nuggets. For dinner I had 3 pieces of pizza. All In all I guess 1 out of 3 ain’t bad.

Read this to receive 25 GBD's...

Marriage Contract on The Smoking Gun

This is quite possibly the most disturbing thing i've ever read. Its 4 pages long, and about 10 minutes to read. It runs down duties this man thinks his wife should perform for him.

It includes a schedule for her shaving, length of the hair allowed to be "down there", What kind of garments she is permitted to wear to sleep, and what she is do to during "his time".

This document is disturbing in the thought that went into it. Also the fact that he has time laid out called "his time", but im confused because after reading the entire 4 page document I don't see any time set aside for her.

TAKE ME TO THE PROM...

Take Me To The Prom

Quite possibly one of the most humorous videos I've seen in quite some time, and I don't even know why it's so funny. It's just some 16 year old girl singing along to a "Hellogoodbye" song. (I looked the song up to see if it was a real song for the record).

Started a 2nd blog...

I don't know if you guys noticed or not, but I've started a 2nd blog about 2 weeks ago. So I thought I'd mention it here. The link is located on the sidebar too. Its called The Rusted Razorblade. It's basically a blog where I'll post writings, and thoughts that don't exactly fit into the confines of what I want to be posted here at S.N.O.T.

I'd like to thank Lingo Slinger for hooking me up with the first comments on my blog, and the first link on her blog. I appreciate that.

Welcome Back Kotter MY ASS!

Well I found out today they are remaking the hit tv series "Welcome Back, Kotter". I can't understand why Hollywood can't use original ideas for movies anymore. No one cares about making an original movie anymore. It's very sad in my opinion when, seemingly, half of the movies released are remakes or tv shows or old movies. King Kong's been remade 4 times now!

I've also heard a movie remake of the series "Dallas" is in the works. Another travesty of Hollywood if you ask me. I can't believe they are destroying all of these television shows.

I can understand making remakes for the money reasons, the almighty dollar is what runs and controls this society. But is it too much to ask for to have someone just make a plain old good original movie? Thats all I want! THATS ALL I FUCKING WANT!

Well I lied there are a few things I want, but whatever.

POOPED EM!

Well I have absolutely NOTHING to post about right now! I'm in a fairly relaxed state, although my knee hurts. (It's thunderstorming outside so I atribute it to that). Sort of like a trick knee except I findout that the weather is going to shit the same time my knee starts to hurt so not exactly a trick knee.

Anyway, I'm sitting here about to watch some Raw, yes wrestling, no I'm not a redneck I just enjoy over the top entertainment like this. I chuckle a lot while watching. Hopefully my brain cramp will go away, and I can get my creative juices flowing.

Hope everyone is enjoying their Monday's about has much has one can. Hope no one got hit by those nasty storms last night either. OUT!

Songday Sunday!

Well I'm feeling better now, hopefully I can get back to posting this week more then I have the past week. Here is another Songday Sunday for you. It's Metallica's "Welcome Home (Sanitarium)". A great tune from a great album.

Welcome to where time stands still
no one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, No windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred

Sleep my friend and you will see
that dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
can't they see it's why my brain says Rage

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone

Build my fear of what's out there
and cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
but violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
he's getting better, can't you tell?

No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
but they think this saves us from our hell

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium, just leave me alone

Fear of living on
natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly word
seems the only way
for reaching out again.

Feeling Lousy...

The last few days have been simply, HELL! It started Saturday when I started coughing, "not the water down the wrong pipe cough.". No, the "I'm about to be very ill cough.". I woke up on Sunday, and I felt rather disgusting. I tried to squash this before it became worse, but that didn't work. On Monday I felt pretty crappy, but I decided to try going to work anyway. By 2 that afternoon my eyes were burning, my stomach was about to turn inside out, pouring out what little was inside, and I was barely standing. From what people told me I was looking rather ill. I didn't feel well either. It was probably the worst i've ever felt. So I left work early, got home, and did my best to get better for Tuesday.

Tuesday comes, and I still feel rather rotten. I, again, did very little hoping to get better, and I started feeling better by the end of the day. I hate taking days off work that aren't scheduled vacation, but I had to do it for this day. I knew if I just kicked back for a while I'd feel better. Today, I am still stuffed up, a little woozy, but feeling better.

I hate being sick, it sucks, and it's even worse when you want a good nights sleep, and you wake up at 3 because you can't FUCKING BREATHE. Hope everyone stays healthy! Fevers suck!

Songday Sunday!

This is off Kataklysm's latest release "In The Arms Of Devastation". Morgan Lander lends her vocals along with Maurizio Iacono. Morgan Lander is of course from one of my favoirte bands Kittie. Visit Kataklysm, and Kittie!

"It Turns To Rust"

Fear... with a touch of sin
Death.. to ressurect
Pain.. to inflict the world
Just let it grow...

To let your blood flow
To feed your dying soul
I'll bring you this war..
I'll bring it to your door

All compassion fails Your heart is just as stale
Everything you touch turns to rust

It Turns To Rust

Hate.. in the darkest place
Faith.. it dies with me
Warth.. to save your soul
Just let it grow...



To let your blood flow
To feed your dying soul
I'll bring you this war..
I'll bring it to your door

All compassion fails
Your heart is just as stale
Everything you touch turns to rust

It Turns To Rust

I don't care.. about you pain and your grief,
It's all about your greed
For every single moment... you took from me

The Newest Additions...

Here are pictures of the newest additions to my collection of McFarlane dolls. I was able to purchase them for half off the regular price at a store that was going out of business. If you look on eBay these paticular ones, especially the Gretel, are rather pricey.

These 2 are from McFarlane's Twisted Fairy Tales, and I think they rock! One is Miss Muffet, and the other is Gretel. I also have Red Riding Hood, which is my favorite! If you know your fairy tales just a little bit you'll know which is which.









(Note: These photo's where taken from Spawn.com home of the all kinds of great things!)